Monday, January 21, 2013

Kids pushing Mom away

 The one thing I will NEVER get use to is.... my children pushing me away.... I know its all natural and it has to happen but it still hurts. I am just wanting to be apart of their lives..... 
I know they don't mean to hurt me either.... I am sure I did it and far worse to my own mother. I can't remember exactly what but I am sure I did.
Its just one of the things I will NEVER get use to... and look forward to when that phase is over and they want me back in :)
I hope they ALL will .
I am thankful my son is past that MOM DON'T KISS ME IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS THING.... he is now a big hugger in our family... always asking for hugs or willing to give one :) LOVE THAT!
Once where my oldest couldn't talk to me about things because it upset her so much to even talk about them, now she calls me and vents away... PURE BLISS to be apart of that :)
I am looking forward to the day when my other daughter will like that I take interest in what she has to say on Facebook or where ever and will be ok with me "LIKING" her page.
Another daughter is still learning to open up about insecurities.... which is hard in itself to open up about but little by little she will share them with me. I hope I am saying the right things to bring her comfort.
Another daughter.... she is happy all the time.... reads books most of the time... I just want to have a conversation with her.... Funny, my parents would of loved it if I were a book worm... I have one.... I am glad she is a reader but I would love some conversation time or attention :)  She is fun though
Its the little things that help when a heart aches... those aches aren't forever.... but its hard for me to be patient while waiting for the end of the phases....  OH MOTHERHOOD!

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